Friday, December 5, 2008

Getting Better All the Time...



Okay, so first off, I am sitting in my family room at my folks house and I am absolutely freezing. Maybe its the wet hair. Or maybe its because nobody will turn the damn heat on! But I digress.

Last night was the Sharks game, I had an awesome time with Erica, James, and Kim. It is definitely something I would like to do a little more often. Just getting out of the house is always helpful.

This week has been full of ups and downs, and due to the subject matter of my last few blogs, it is clear what has been on my mind. And yes, there have been developments (as there always are) but I am choosing to stay happy and realize that happiness is a journey, not a destination.

So here's to the weekend, I need to get my grandma shopping done tomorrow. Aaack!

Monday, December 1, 2008

Weird Days...



I have been sitting around my apartment tonight, just feeling sad for no real reason. If I could pinpoint the source, it would make my life so much easier. I need to be a happier person, and I have a feeling it would be a hell of a lot easier if I knew what is was that troubled me so. I think I keep blaming others for my unhappiness.

Truthfully, though, I am the only one who is in charge of my happiness. I need to remind myself of that, daily.

This picture of me kind of cheers me up... so there we go...